Hmm.. wad would u do if u realise tat u had been played with? or been pangseh by others.. somehow i dunno how to explain.. and felt there was no need for me to explain much..

It's always tat whenever ppl needed help, i would definitely help out to the best tat i could.. if i can be of any help, i would help out.. but den now, when i needed tat favor, it seems like that help is always so far away.. and to tik tat i had help or contributed to wadever help u asked from me.. oh well, i'll jus treat it as u reali cannot make it to help me.. be it forgotten or be it you were reali busy.. i dunno.. jus give it the benefit of doubt.. as i tik tat i would stil be ur colleagues for years to come and did not hope tat the incident would affect each other, as least for me, to try nt to judge or avoid u.. i hope i could do tat.. not being judgmental...

And, besides tis incident which brings my mood down a little, at the same time, i couldn't help by thinking the wad if qns.. and i understood tat it's all fated in a way.. tomorrow would be the 1st yr anniversary of me being able to enjoy life as a single.. lol.. couldn't help by thinking if were we were still tgt, would we still be as loving, still having tat blessed feeling ma..

although i had nv written any of those grateful stuff for both before.. i tot tat maybe i shld.. u guys might nt be able to read it.. but den, once i expressed myself, i would had taken u understood my intentions le..

Although there were a lot of arguments in between the 3.5 years, i would like to express my thanks for having to taught me how to appreciate things, and felt tat everytik is new to me and u were there guiding me along, teaching me.. be it for the purpose of study, for planning in events for the club activities, for the purpose of work, and of cuz, in the relationship.. It's reali having tat oppa feel tat i'm taken care of.. maybe there were times were we were both equally stubborn, and end up having other seniors to help in cooling down.. but den, reali.. the most grateful stuff tat i had from u is to take care of me when i'm sick during the event, asking one of the seniors to get me dinner while i was enduring thru the night for the event, and getting ur frenz to acc me when u were nt ard in SG.. i am reali grateful for them..  也谢谢你的狠心让我学会了更多...

Even though tis 2 years there are not much of arguments, but i can say the road in between wasnt as smooth as wad i had tot it was.. can tik back est about 1 yr tgt there were big hiccups and i tot it would be over.. who knows tat it's reali fated.. well, to be frank, i'm stil grateful... grateful tat all had happened, and never did i noe tat i had loved myself tat much.. i learn to love myself more, to engage into a healthier lifestyle and living.. even though in the past i would get flashbacks and get into emo stage, but now i'm grateful tat i realise tat i'm happier and having more freedom now.. thank you for all the honesty, and thank you for letting me realise tat i shld deserve for someone better.. thank you for letting me learn not to believe so easily, for the journey of the road would be still rocky and like a roller coaster ride..  原来一个人是吵是静都不重要,一个爱你的人才是最重要...

好多事情，所有发生过的事情都好象是注定的，像是是老天爷的安排。Even the scheduled MND Family Day had been postponed due to the uncertain haze conditions.. Now thinking of that, could I still be able to go for my planned family overseas trip? I reali hope tat the trip would be go as per planned.. to go on a family cruise with my grandma, uncle, aunt..

Even so, suddenly the sister muscle is a little over-strained.. after exercising.. nt sure if it's hurt during the exercise or jus muscle strained.. so does tat means tat the planed schedule for next week will have changes as well.. hmm..

In tat case, jus leave it to fate for the schedule le..

Oospy, i think it's almost 1 mth tat i didnt blogged.. hmm.. let me do a compilation of stuff before I update on my Chiang Mai trip.. haha..

Weather's been very hot today.. *reminder to self* Take more more more water and stay hydrated.. ;)

hmm.. earlier around few days ago, i suddenly have a urge.. to cut my hair short.. yes short..To Ham EunJung hairstyle lidat de short..


but den abit cant get used to tat hairstyle i guess.. since i had NEVER kept short hair.. since pri sch till now.. the shortest i go it's at the shoulder length..

den now, i was browsing thru youtube.. den i came across some nice hairstyles to tie.. and.. the main point is tat the hairstyles required long hair.. haix.. guess my thought for cutting short hairstyle is put back on hold again..

Yea.. I'll be free.. on Monday!! Where my last paper ends for the Sem.. =D comeone Monday, tat's the first and only time i wanna u to come faster.. wee~

Yea.. My first ever race.. NIKE She Runs Singapore 2013, Ok, initially I tot of going there and walk throughout the 5KM.. and est it to be around 1 hr for the walk.. but when I reach there.. the atmosphere is different.. and there are 8000 runners along the side by side.. den felt the motivational effort to run on..

not reali say run on.. but jiu jogged, and walk and jogged again.. covered total timing for 5KM run + walk ard 40 mins? Hahah.. not too fantastic i noe.. but after tat passing thru the finisher's line, tat feel of accomplishment is there.. the sense of achievement.. i like tat.. i like tat feeling of achievement.. and of cuz, the legs started to feel suan after tat race and whenever i go, i saw ppl starting to stretch their legs after tat race..

when i woke up tis mrng, wow.. the soreness, the ache of my legs are amazing.. haha.. like they had never been stretched before.. den i was tiking.. maybe i should try.. to train.. haha.. not say to run fast.. but at least to jog some distance (taking considerations of the old injury of my knees).. to train and to be fit..

and i guess i nid to train more for my upcoming Nov 2013 AMORE Women's Day Out challenge.. 4.5hrs workout is no joke.. =D

Some picts from Nike race:

Oh great.. My shirt from online had finally arrived.. but den hor, the shirt made me realised tat i nid to get back to my exercise plans, to get back the figure tat i used to own... the shirt i can wear, but den my arm.. arrgh.. like jus nice.. making it nt nice.. i'll.. and i must.. get slimmer arms, weight lost by Dec 13..

Haha.. I know tat tis is a little too slow for action.. but den again, who cares.. It's never too late to start.. well, basically i was packing some of my stuff yesterday.. (and yes, i'm not suppose to do so.. i'm suppose to be studying.. but well, procrastination always happen while studying) den i came across some photos..

den with a last look at them, a last smile.. and finally found courage to tear them up into pieces.. and off they go into the bin.. 明知道不能了,就只有说再见了. 也曾经以为你是我的王子,也以为我会拥有一座属于我的城堡,但如今已发现你再也不是我的王子了.. Annyeong...

Yikes! it's in the month of May of yr 2013 already.. well, time reali flies huh.. there was a saying: "Don't count down to the day, make the days count" i guess that was so true.. while in the midst of counting down, yes you're looking forward to tat counted down day, but as a result, u'll miss the experience and the smallest thing during that period..

Oh, a bit of contradiction, it's gonna be 8 mths to Dec 2013! and ya.. my goal and target for yr 2013.. i can do it!

While down on cold, flu, cough etc, i have a lot of stuff that i'm craving for.. a lot of places where i wanna go to have fun.. but of cuz, time to study first.. after 20 May i'm free! Free from books/assignment/exam for the time moment.. LOL..

[x][[DreAmY]] Chua Wei Ling Wendy
[x]051188
[x]Punggol Pri (1995 - 2000)
[x]North Vista Sec (2001-2004)
[x]Millennia Institute(Bartley Campus)for PAE 2005
[x]Temasek Polytechnic (2005 - 2008)
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Likes.

[x]The beach
[x]The sun set
[x]Romantic scenes ~woo~ lol
[x]Chocolates!!!*
[x]Cheese Cake
[x]Ice Cream
[x]To have fun
[x]Music rules & Dance rocks
[x]

Hates.

[x]Liars
[x]To be treated unfairly
[x]Cats, extremely scared of them